Both a personal journey to live fully’ and a conscious art creation meant to communicate.
“I hold nothing back... from my ‘best light’, to my most heanous sin, this blog is not meant for mother’s eyes.
The journey goes on yet this blog celebrates my achievement. The lightning of my load and the freedom of my heart. Creativity is flowing again. Addictions yet to be conquered, WILL to be asserted, skills to be cultivated, initiations to be initiated, and people to meet and to love.
My masks are many. My truth is one. Fear is my adversary, Love is my goal. My cock is huge and my ego to match, but my heart balances it all out. No medical insurance, no real job, no real home, no real foundation, no true lover holding me, anchoring me. Loving men and loving women, living for me and living for the avoidance of judgement from sheep.... no more.
I’m living the inner smile.... for the inspiration comes from having fallen to shameful depths before rising higher than the most revered saint. I’ve studied with masters and sport dated on my way to ‘now’. The part where I actually fall in love with my own life and start ‘asserting’ my dreams.
This maiden voyage captains log begins at the point at which the teacher actually embodies his truth and begins to paint his life, consciously drawing back his scowl to a smile.... and feeling the warmth of his own heart. The world is my palette and I’m free to create. To make love. To inspire and to fall flat on my face while climbing epic mountains”.
